My Story

How I Really Feel

I understand why the pain you feel is real

It feels so good and I’m glad I got a deal,

But only if they could see the pain I’m in

They would lighten up and try to let me mend,

They don’t see the pain they have given me

And I don’t know how to just let me be,

I’ve screamed, I’ve cried, I’ve yelled

But all I’ve done was dwell,

It hurts this pain I’m in

Why am I, I’m too thin,

It’s been too long to show my true feelings

Now all I’ve got left are all these healings,

They will take time to heal

Beautiful Place

Hey there beautiful it’s time to shine

So let’s get up and share this time,

To be together and make it last

Cause nothing matters in our past,

I fell in love when I met you then

And my love for you will never end,

I am falling hard and you can’t see

How those looks just set me free,

I cannot tell how you make me feel

They are crazy feelings that don’t feel real,

I am scared and will be for a while

I will never leave for a messy pile,

If you don’t agree to feel this way

Let me know so I don’t sway,

Back to that place, it’s oh so scary

I forget about it when you are near me,

I just thought I’d say I miss you so

But tomorrow will come and I won’t feel low,

So forgive me now until forever

I won’t let go unless you sever,

I don’t ever want to leave this place

Because my heart can take this pace,

It’s nice to have your warm embrace,

So love me now and don’t let go

For how my heart, it loves you so.